Lies.

I don't want to be the one to fall, to falter, to be on the other end.
To be the one who can't help but wonder why you don't call.
To be the one who can't let this not matter.
To be the one who sits at home, struggling to understand.
And then to become the one who must write, express, unhinge.
All to lock it away inside?

Just to lock it away inside.
Inside.