21.10.11

at the present moment...

-I am at Bible College
-I am officially moved out
-I am becoming poor quickly
-I feel as though I'm far less artistic then I've ever been
-I have no appropriate outlet
-I am doing well in school
-And yet, I want to be doing better
-I have friends
-And then, at times, that feeling fades
-I am misunderstood
-I miss my best friends
-I want to move to Australia
-I want to move to South East Asia
-I want to go to Emily Carr AND CBC
-I want to have some sort of answer for my life
-I want direction
-And yet, I asked for anything BUT 'a calm course of existence'
-I am conflicted
-I am stuck.
-And now, especially, I am frustrated


But what do I need?

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